I'm fed up. I'm frustrated at my own darned self.
Every time, it's the same old story. WHY am I so weak? WHY do I always hurt the people I can't live without? WHY do I make others suffer on top of my suffering? WHY couldn't I be strong? WHY CAN'T I be strong?
I've lost it all...the feelings, the living. I've lost my want to live. I've lost my want to be happy. I've lost my want to fight against my own misery. I just want to stay miserable, I just want to die miserably.
I've lost myself somewhere among the blurs of confusion, frustration, unawareness, and giving up.
I've given up.
I've given up on myself.
4 comments:
You ask WHY???
Because you care. I don't want to sound intellectual or any thing, but you got to accept it and act on it.
Take Care.
-A.
I've accepted it. But I don't have anything left to act on it.
To act is a proactive thing. Don't wait for things to happen, do them.
You need will to do things.
I'm beginning to lack it.
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