Conversations with god

One moonlit night
God came to my window
And whispered
Something incomprehensible.

He showed me a
Moonless night
With no stars
And nothing sensible.

He claimed that was
My world
The way I looked at it
Most of the time.

I protested there was
No hope there
And not a single
Ray of light.

He said the moonless night
Was my perception
And the moonlit one
My reality.

I looked up at god
And wondered
Was this
True in all clarity?

Yes, replied he,
And advised me

Now combine the two visions
And see the true reason

I found the true reason-
My unwilling vision.

Enough.

The day slips by without leaving a
trace of your smile behind.
But, it's my everyday punishment.
My punishment for having loved you with blinds.

Yesterday I'd cried for you, but
today, I cry for my own misery.
We have left each other and
I'm your history.

Don't ever try to fix me, because
I'm broken beyond repair.
Just leave me alone, fending for myself
I'm much more comfortable there.

Just one thing disturbs me now.

I wish you would have loved me enough to care.

Of Changes.

Sometimes I feel
Isn't this world a beautiful place?
Then I see
It needs a lot of change.

Change on the land,
Change in the sea;
Change in you,
But most importantly, change in me.

I love the way you make me smile
The way you hurt is also fine.

I love your eyes and the way you talk
I'd probably even love the way you walk.

I love it when you say, 'I love you'
It drives away all the sorrows and the blues.

I love it when you laugh
It's like a million stars befall.

All the more, I love you for what you are
Not for what you could be, by far.

I just love you.