Tuesday, May 11, 2010

The only existence

I turned and looked at the barren and empty streets. There wasn't a single soul breathing. But I was so sure I'd heard you only seconds ago.

"Alexa."

I gazed down the road and saw you standing beside one of the tall Maple trees.

I started forward. But you weren't even moving. I decided you must be waiting for me so I began to run forward in your direction.

But just as I got within touch, you vanished! There wasn't even a trace of you having been there only moments ago.

I looked, once again, at the barren and empty streets to find no one.

"Am I hallucinating?" I heard me whispering to myself.

"Alexa."

Again. Loud and clear, right ahead. I saw you standing with your back to me, leaning against the old fencing. This time you'd called out loud. But you weren't even looking in my direction.

I decided I didn't care. I ran forward and stopped abruptly midway when I saw myself emerge from behind one of the Maple trees and run towards you, in the opposite direction.

You were holding out your hand towards me and I held it, then we embraced and you pulled my face up to kiss my forehead.

I turned from the sight. The sight of us together. We were happy. And, more importantly, we were together.

I could touch the warm drops pouring out of my eyes, slowly.

We existed.

But only in my delusions.